\\*She's a Miracle*//

Thank God for His awesome grace, that Chloe has arrived smoothly & happily to the world. To add to happiness, she was born in the joyous season of the year - month of Christmas! She's only 20 days away from Christmas day, & I'm sure she'll forever remember the wonderful meaning behind the date.

Chloe is a lovely girl, blessed with love, joy, peace, which daddy & mummy have always been praying for since she was in the womb. Her smile melts hearts & her eyes sparkles with God's promises to her. Yes, thank God for her! She is a wonderful addition to my life, which I almost forsake years ago. Chloe also reminds me of God's faithfulness. Yes & Amen!

Amazing Grace (My chains are gone) Chris Tomlin

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost, but now I'm found
Was blind, but now I see
'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed

My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy reigns
Unending love, Amazing grace [ Lyrics provided by www.mp3lyrics.org ]

The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be
As long as life endures

The earth shall soon dissolve like snow
The sun forbear to shine
But God, Who called me here below
Will be forever mine
Will be forever mine

X'mas is finally here!

Finally X'mas is coming! I've been longing for it since February....but the best thing is, my little baby is also coming in the month of Dec! Ho ho ho.....this is His ultimate plan I know. After a long wait, He blessed me with double blessings this year!! The best gift I ever have, seriously! Born in my favourite month of Dec, with lots of colourful lightings & wonderful weather, plus a awesome spirit of X'mas & Christbirth! I'm not going to complain that I can't be out in the streets enjoying the wonderful decorations for X'mas with loved ones, cuz I rather be home celebrating with my little darling & loved ones....this is the greatest moment in my life. I won't trade anything for that!

Celebration of Discipline

I've been really free, free to do things that I've been wanting to do but have not manage to have enough time for it. Like sleeping, listening to many many online sermons, read books, playing my favourite music, do some soul searching & drinking my favourite orange juice & milk. Many told me that at this last stage of pregancy, mothers-to-be usually have pre-natal depression, so I've been consciously trying to occupy myself by doing my favourite things.

First of all, I must thank God for His grace & mercy, that He finally answer my prayer - a prayer that only He & me know, very intimate but frees me indeed. I know Abba Father is forever faithful to His children. Now I feel great sense of liberty cuz I know things will turn out for good at the end. With God, ALL things are possible.

I re-read a book written by one of my favourite author, Richard Foster's, Celebration of Discipline. A very impactful book, that whenever I stare at the book, I can already feel it's annointing! Let me quote the 1st para of the 1st chapter, "Superficiality is the curse of our age. The doctrine of instant satisfaction is a primary spiritual problem. The desperate need today is not for a greater number of intelligent people, or gifted people, but for deep people". How true is this!!! In our world today, there are just too many christians who profess they are christians, but many of these only have good knowledge of who God is, but few of them actually KNOW WHO GOD IS in their personal ways. "In our enthusiasm to practice Disciplines, we may fail to practise discipline....we have only one thing to do, namely, to experience a life of relationship and intimacy with God.". Totally agree!

Mr Foster speaks much truth that not many leaders dare to, and I respect that. The truth, nothing but the truth should be it. Our lives depends on how we live. Living in truths should be our destiny. Launch into the deep my friends, as Psalm 42:7, "Deep calls to deep"....

Let's stop pretending, as if we know the world & His plan well. Let's seek Him continually, dwelling in His truth, counting on Him, carrying out His mission for us in this life. We only have 1 life, live it to the fullest, seize every opportunity to do good!

Found old/new friends....

Wow! Ever since I had Facebook, I managed to find some good old friends....just like that! This is the power of IT information...if use it rightly. Amazing! It's beyond words could described how excited I am now to be able to keep in touch with old friends again.

Good friends are hard to come by, so value it when you find it. There are some who doesn't treasure the value of friendship & lives life like the world only revolves around them. However those who knows the value, treasure it like jewel. The bible says in Prov 17:17, "friends loves at all times", how many of us practice that?

Well, forget about those who doesn't appreciate friendship. As far as I'm concern, I'll go as far as I can for family & friends.....cuz I know anyone in my life is not a coincidence, it is in His purpose.

To those old friends that I found via facebook, you must know this, I purposely look out for you cuz I want you to know, I still remember you & treasure your friendship! Yes, I'm still looking for some more....I know it will come by.....it will....

Lullabies

resting at home now, what else can I ask for? Due to my lack of rest, baby in my womb is also stress. Now under gynae's order, I have to take a break & rest more....much more than ever. Well, maybe this is a sign for me to rest.....rest completely, mentally & physically. Cool rite I guess. My baby knows her (yes, it's a her) mummy has been pushing herself too much & now calling for a break.

Alrite, anything for you ok baby? Daddy & mummy had tried so hard to get you by so we will certainly place your interest as no. 1. God knows our weakness so yes, He will be with us to protect us & watch over us. Baby just need to enjoy mummy's love & care for you.

Rest well baby & grow in the grace of the Lord, who created you in His loving Hands.....

God is good lah!

Wow! What a hectic weeks for me....busy going about attending to all the back-to-back meetings whole of pasts 2 weeks....hahhaa....but know what, I still get to steal every seconds of the time when travelling to smell the fresh air (except the air inside cabs), smelling the flowers, appreciating the view (except those view at Raffles Place) & counting my every little blessings. Cool! My heart is always beating the rythmn "God is good, ALL THE TIME!", and my darling baby inside me is dancing with the beat too! Yes, sweetie, you must worship God all the time, promise?

But must admit that my body is tired lah. No amount of sleep seems to be able to cover my lack of sleep & I think God knows it (of cuz He knws, what the...). I saw this on my desk calendar that says, 'Ask God to renew your strength as you sleep tonite....then get to bed on time so He can give you what you requested!'. Hahhaa.....coincidence? No lah, He is with me, El-Shaddai!

Anyways this reminds me of a verse in the bible, in Eph 4:23-24, 'There must be a spiritual renewal of your thoughts & attitude. You must display a new nature because you a re a new person, created in God likeness - righteous, holy and true.'.

Hallelujah!

my first blog

how cool is this that I finally have my own blog!! Hahahaa.... & nope, this never been a wish but I thought it will be "fun". I write journal anywaz, yea, I do. All abt my walk in life, just a check on my walk with God & His people.

Why finding rest? Beats me too. At least that's the first thing in my mind. Always in search for Peace & Love. Too idealistic? Maybe? Well, at least I knw that in the midst of my busyness, I remember Ps 62:5, 'Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from Him'. Wa-la!

Anywaz I've been reading many blogs, from my beloved youths from Wesley YM, my mentees, nieces & even my own bro Daniel!! Cool rite? Hahaha.....so might as well try on my own.

Well, weather is hot, mind is everywhere now. I'm suppose to be studying for my exam & look what I'm doing nw.....hahahaa....ok, ok Lord, I shall practice discipline. I shall stop nw & get back to my book......oops! Hubby, Alex, is also chasing me back to my books.

Cheerios readers! I love You......& remember, God is good, ALL THE TIME!